我就这样成了许多人羡慕的公费报送研究生，莫名其妙啊。
想想大学里混，混，混，混。想来想去还就是混而已。
就这么混好吗？不混又好吗？
我真不知道。干着什么，想着什么，都。。。
我到底是个什么样的人啊？到底会有什么样的人中意我啊？想来想去也想不出来。
好，好，好。就这样吧。老天不会说什么的。对吧。对。对。对。……
一个人到底怎么样在无数纷繁的选择中获取最大化收益？
当我开始关注更大的世界时，这个问题成为摆在我面前最现实最关键的难关。
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模仿先进个体的经验，恐怕是一条好的道路。
好好经营你自己！
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nobody is home.
nobody is visiting me on her way, except a line embracing itself and naming her long missed sister daisy-chain.
while the sky cannot mitigate the bird's crumb anymore, i know it. yes i know it.
while the river never flutes as the proctor's volibule tirade, i guess it. yes i guess it.
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将近两周的时间，凌晨睡觉，中午起床，晚上在网上也不干什么，就是四处的乱走，乱看。根本不思考，其实，我本来就不擅长思考。只是偶尔的神经抽搐，就以为自己冒了火花了。
想有什么用呢。这不是一个问题。
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今天看了一篇《白夜》，有点感觉。流川枫，screen.width/2)this.width=screen.width/2" onclick="window.open('/images/em/2/19.gif','_blank');">有一天我也会写点什么吧。
感觉有什么用呢。这同样不是一个问题。
感觉有无数的东西可以被用来包裹我的身心，只是我累了，想统统甩掉。
颓废？这个词可以这么轻细促狭的游荡到我这块荒地上来了?
颓废，哦，我终于也可以比较理直气壮的拿一种破砖烂瓦来涂抹自己乌黑的通道了。
废话废话废话。统统都是废话。说也是，不说是别人会知道你那想说而没说的也肯定是废话。这个世界崇拜废话，这句也是废话。
不想钻进任何套子，不想在任何框架下躲避阳光，不想不让自己的手脚一分自由的活动。
事实是，你从来没有认真思考过，包括对思考这件事，你其实只有个最模糊最低浮的观感。
说大话说废话，说真话说谎话。说到死吧！一棒子打死你！
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